I HAVE MOVED!!!!!!!!!!!  relink me at: http://www.youreverydaydreamer.blogspot.com/

^^  just for laugh ;)

first of all, thanks to the family for waking me up at night (yesterday) for a quick dinner at Lestari.  thanks to the bf for this morning's breakfast at MacD.  thanks to the bf for this afternoon's char kway rojak dish.  thanks to the bf again for the great little things he's been contributing into the relationship for our sake.  oh, and ya.  last but not least, thanks to the girls (nunul & eyda) for making my day and ending it right.  iloveyou guys :)

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two days ago on the saturday, the bf, fonzie and i went over to babymeow's open house.  it's been so long since we last met.  it felt so good to just hug her ohok.  met up with eleezia soolee over at meow's place.  nazrul is so tall now.  i miss the time he always called me ''kakak''.  haha.  padahal he's only a year younger!  && one more thing.  i felt so pai seh when i mistook shasha (meow's little sister) for nabilah.  other than that, there were only two to three familiar faces there.  Sarah Deepsecret came over in the late afternoon, and by then pon we had to make a move already.  so sayang cause tak dapat tengok Deepsecret.  long time no see.  last time i saw her was two years ago before i hooked up with the bf.  jalan raya with bdk2 VLC.  hehehe.  kinda miss those times.  which just reminds me of ONE of the girls who tagged along that two years ago.  it's R*$#^@! ( i shall not mention any names here so please don't ask! )

*sigh*  babe, i know you're probably not even going to read this cause you might not know about the existance of this very mundane blog...  but i really hope you do know how much your friends really care about you- and what you do.  people are just concerned about your well-being.  as TRUE friends, we don't judge you.  and it's not like we even discriminate your behaviour ohok.  get this in your head can??  WE DON'T WANT ANYTHING BAD TO HAPPEN TO YOU! for goodness sakes!  please.  don't regret this in the future.  before this affects your future, start waking up my dear ...  please?

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now on the sunday, the bf and i met up in the early morning to get some breakfast.  we thought, why not go for LJS?  but both of us very fickle-minded, so we ended up taking 190 to town.  unfortunately, we went into Lucky Plaza.  the bf bought his stuff, then i started scowling and making faces.  da dier knal aku kan ... so he knew plus chop confirmed i was going to scream at him because i was agitated.  i don't mind crowded places.  but we went to the wrong place at the wrong time, during the wrong day of the week.  it was sunday, and ya ... you can easily guess right?  banyak banglas with their girlfriends.  and i don't even mind that if they are polite and at least got the courtesy to RESPECT the people around them and the place they are in. ini tidak.  HAIYO! omg gitu la!!  fed up siak!

fast forward to the part when we were in the bus on the way home ehk ................  got this couple tau.  malay la, obviously.  the guy sat beside me while the girlfriend sat on his left.  so whatever happened was really obvious from my view.  they looked tired, so both of them needed to rest their eyes la obviously.  the girlfriend ni very inconsiderate.  she leaned her head down on her bf's pelvis and faced DOWN.  right in the middle ohok.  very disgusting kan??  even though to other people, ''eh sweet per!''....  sorry arh.  not for me and bf.  it's like menunjukkan couple2 remaja melayu nie smue ape sia??  -.-  and it wasn't just once ohok she did that.  she could obviously hear bf and i talk about them, about being rude and stuff ... she lifted her head once, then after a few minutes, she leaned down facing downwards again.  omg.  tengok tempat la oi lau nak mcm gitu pn.  though the intention was not there, the view was still not nice ohok.  -.-''''''''''

oh ya ... if i remember clearly, it was on the sunday when i bumped into babyDee.  she's the bf's ex gf.  first time i saw her.  so tall sia.  haha.  and ya, she's FRIENDLY, unlike some kerek 17 YEAR OLD i know.  pfft.  MACAM GOOD2 AJE!!  aiyo.  that phrase reminds me of last night's match against SeLangOr.  baek perr singapore won!  so malaysian footballers, laen kali jgn nk mcm GOOD2 aje ohok!!

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alright.  four more days to the 23rd monthsary.  omyy.  so fast arh one more month jer kite turn two years old officially ehk b???  insya Allah this year, takde pape halangan ehkk syg??  :)  see you tomorrow love.

p/s.  the bf finally got the haircut i wanted him to have.  botak mcm baru masok NS gitu, with these lines along the sides of his head.  right above the ears.  abe tuu orang2 CC commented that the bf just got run over by an F1 tyre -.-

we fought, we broke up.  we kissed, we made up.

i tell you ah b...  this relationship is worth the fight.  worth the struggle.  worth the tears.  cause at the end of it all, WE win.  it takes A LOT of patience, i tell you!  but it did pay off, didn't it??  my theory proved to be right.  sejahat-jahat manusia (in this case aku bbl psl bf aku la), dan seberapa banyak kali pn dier buat taik pat kita (kire dalam story ni, aku la!), dier BOLEH berubah (antara nak atau taknak). friends called me stupid for still hanging around when it clearly meant i'd be more than hurt.  they nagged at me cause they cared.  somehow i know my attitude was really over because i sought help and advice, yet i went against their words.  well....  see what's the end result??  I WIN!  because of being patient.  patience doesn't equal to stupidity, mind you. kesabaran ada la separo dari iman. it's obviously tried and tested la sey.  && right now, before i go to sleep ...  i wanna thank HIM for bringing adie into my life on my journey through the growing up years. he might have been the toughest of the lot (kire among my ex-s la), but the one i'm really into;  yang paleng menyakitkan ati selame 2 tahon ni..  (haha) ..  tapi tetap yang paleng aku syg ;P

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the words, '' i love you '' means nothing if you don't know how to express it.  it's truly unconditional.  & it's true what they say, '' love is forgiving. ''  that's why love is kind.  it's not just the occassional ''happy monthsaries...'' or ''happy anniversaries...''.  it's not just about the roses you get for valentine's day.  it's something deeper.  it is so deep a feeling, that it is sometimes better left unsaid.

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the world is indeed very small, if you ask me.  i was on my way home from school this afternoon, when my BF called me up just to tell me that eleezia soolee's mom was at his nenek's house.  somehow she's a friend of BF's maternal aunt.  so i met him over at nenek's block void deck to just have a chat before heading back home.  however!!!  when he told me the kids were upstairs dengan mak nye soolee, ape lagi??  aku naek larh!  God, i miss those kids!  sayang, afla takde.  he had to attend school today.  they are so big now.  all grown up.  i feel old all of a sudden. but what the heck?  i got many kisses from the kids.  so tak complain.  i'm more than happy :)

anyways, it was my first time going to nenek house.   felt kinda awkward, but somehow at least i felt welcomed.  haix.  only HE knows what i mean and how i feel right now.  flashbacks.  *sighhhhhhhhh*

now that MY face is on your locker door at your workplace, i'm sure i'm satisfied.  but.... ikotkan ati aku nie kan, kalau aku npk muke betina2 tuu pat lua, aku ttp nak bedal.  boleh tak b?!  boleh kan boleh kan boleh kan?!

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Regent's holding our annual graduation night on the 16th October, which falls on the last day of school.  that means we gotta come back at night for this particular event.  which actually reminds me of somebody's birthday :)  Bie!  turning 17 right on the day of our graduation night huh bie??  hehehehehehe. sure kna sabo!  but the things that suck the most are the three stupid rules that we gotta abide to.  well, guess what?  we gotta dress in our SCHOOL uniform- with TIE!  hair must be neat larh ... bla bla bla ...  Regent is so terok la!  and guess where it's going to be held??  ala, batch i yg graduate nan i last year kn ... ah korg tau la pat ne ehk??  HALL babe!  HALL!  -.-  Mr Kamar says the school gotta cut cost and limit their budget cause of the recession period ...  whatever. but he promised us good food.  best of the best.  boleh percaye ke??  last year's graduation night punye food aku tak sentuh langsong.  bf and i only had fruit punch and that was it.  teros we stepped out of the school.  hahah.

since our graduation night is just round the corner, Mr Kamar wants us all to vote for Mr and Miss Regent 2009.  elly, bie, fatin and i voted together.  we chose Taufiq and Celeste, but the nominees for our class turned out to be taufiq and khaleeda instead, cause khaleeda had the highest number of votes among the girls.  well well well...  SOMEBODY voted for NURUL FATEHA ka pe??!!!  hehehe..  wonder who huh??  anyways, will be nominating taufiq again for the finals.  haha.  as for the female, i'm still not sure who to vote for the finals.  brrr...  && i know this voting thing suck and is kinda merepek la, but it's kinda fun you know when you're really doing the voting and stuff.  da macam nak elect for the next minister or something.  lolx.

anyways, there is one more thing mr kamar wants us to do.  write motivational messages to our classmates, then during the night of our so-called ''graduation'', he'll paste it up on the notice boards in the canteen so we can all read what we wrote to each other, after which we can keep the messages as a momentum...  something like that.  how it went was, mr kamar wrote all our names on these flash cards and arranged them in random order.  then he randomly handed the flash cards out to us.  we weren't supposed to tell each other who we got to write for, but who cares right??  i got faizal's, while faizal got mine.  funny sia.  anyways, since i know it's faizal who's gonna be writing something for me, i wonder what....  haha. and vice versa ohok.  cause i don't even know him that well....  hmmmm..............

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we got back most of our exam papers, but i don't think i give a damn anymore about the prelim papers.  all i'm looking forward to right now is for my O level papers.  the real deal. omg. and i just got a lecture from my dear kak fayah, who told me she clearly doesn't want to know if at the end of the day, i cry my lungs out once i get my results in January.  omg.  this stinks.  gotta work damn hard.  polish all the dust in my brain so it'll function again.  HAH.  tomorrow, gonna buy combined science books for reference.  i know, it might be too late, but as long as i have the time right now .....  I might as well, right??

evening class is this friday from 4 to 7 pm.  i bet it's gonna be practical work all the way.  gotta memorise the cat ions, anions and gases punye table.  omg.  can die arh!  da aku paleng benci practical!  haiya!  right before our evening class, there will be english extra lesson but i'm still not sure of the timing.  tomorrow pulak, there will be POA extra lesson from 4 to 5.30 pm.  before that, there's math.  i guess i'm going?? :/

today after school, gfs and i rushed to LJS at Yew Tee to get our late lunch before class resumed at 2.15 (as for me) and 2.30 (as for them).  i ended up with a stomach ache instead.  cause we had to gobble down our food asap (since we were already late)...  so i guess that was why until now i ceret beret??  hahaha....  thanks for making my day girls :)  oh.. ehem...  not JUST my girls la...  hehehe.  thanks baby adie for meeting up with me after i had late lunch with the girls though it was only a short meet up.  ily.

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somebody actually made me lose trust on him.  i can't believe your ''world'' stories until you prove it to me in front of my very own eyes ohok.  you're somebody i really respect since we were friends back in primary school, till the time we got together as an item, even til the time we broke off, and right up til now..  though we're just friends.  please please pleaseeeeeeee don't become like the rest of my ''world'' punye ex-s can??!!  i am so disappointed sia...  HAIX....  you should know who you are!  :(

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sesungguh nya hari-hari school holiday  :(

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i'm thinking of visiting all the teachers that the bf and i know of (and favour).  i'm thinking next week should be the right time to go visiting with him right??  i wanna go see how Mdm Siti is doing. Mdm Sitiused to teach bf and I math years ago.  pulak tu bf punye favourite teacher kan... Mdm Salha pulak is still undergoing courses, so i gotta call her up before dropping by her place.  last year, i never went visiting with friends.  i only went out with bf.  then si gatal bin miang- fonzie, wanted to tag along.  so the three of us ketok satu-satu pintu mentak beraya sambil catch up with each other's lives.  now?  member already masok NS.  which reminds me... i hope you'll fare better during your recourse ohok??

anyways, i just had satay made by my dad's cousin.  which means.....  they're my uncles and aunts la!  haha.  very confusing.  such a big family.  it's like, everybody is Wak / Yut to me.  tak kire yang lanang atau yang wedok.  everybody also Wak...  everybody also Yut.  everybody also nyai...  everybody also yai..  haiya...  see the face, then i can recognize.  teehee :P

fam and i went for visiting this morning.  we only went to one house, but heck care la.  i like going to their house every year.  cause there will always be satay.  without fail!  but that's not the point.  heh.

yesterday punye story, cut short only ohok?  cause kinda sensitive issue lah.  cannot sebarkan here and let the whole world read, right?  anyways, didn't follow fam to Cik Wati house (my former neighbour).  thank goodness can reach irah (eldest daughter) through facebook and onsugar.  she's so pretty now.  hmmm... cuma i aje la yg forever pn gini, gini jgk... haha. sad :/  back to story.  i didn't get to follow fam to other houses too for visiting cause something happened to bf.  i pitied him and i couldn't even clear my mind thinking about him.  so after dropping by my neighbour's (Cik Noraini & fam) house for a visit, i straight away met bf at my block void deck and we went up to my house so that i could make him a hot cup of milo.  thank goodness i did the right thing.  and thank goodness, you listened to my advise.

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alright.  i shouldn't even be active on the cyber world in the first place.  remember...  Os coming round the corner.  last paper will be exactly on my birthday.  hoping the girls won't sabo me.  my only harapan on that day will be my bf...  omg.  turning 17 soon??  so slow :(  i wanna turn 18 this year can?  so can proceed to take my bike license..  kekekeke.  anyone care to sponsor???  oh btw, i need your opinion.  should i prefer SSDC or BBDC???  i heard BBDC banyak ketok duit dan masa orang....???