i feel like retaking my O level oral because i know i did badly for today. mostly, i talked crap and my mouth just seemed to produce bullshit. this is it. i'm done for. but still, while waiting for my turn to be examined, sitting with the mates really made me loosen up a bit. i laughed like mad and managed to put aside the sick feeling of being nervous. thank God for the good entertainment :) & i didn't even realize how time flew till it was finally my turn to be called out. thanks to Teha, the one and only. i kept trying hard not to laugh thinking about this particular matrep story she told us about. dang. lucky i didn't burst out laughing while looking at the invigilator's mole on her cheek cause it just made me think about what ika told us before the exam. LOL. not to mention the private candidate of today's exam- a guy who resembles a mat step cool. rimas aku tengok dier pakai skinnies larhh! haha. ohok now i can imagine taufiq in skinnies- PINK ones to be exact. LOL!! haisss... ohok that one was Teha's lame joke. but well ... atleast today's the best of days in school whereby i can really pecah perot and literally feel like pissing in my skirt. thank you guys :)
however, it was awkward at a certain point of time when taufiq and elly moved away to sit with the other mates, leaving the two chairs empty between an ex and me. for over 5 years, we have never spoken a dang word to each other, and so i felt kinda stiff right there. lol. it's like when a bunch of people including myself and him were discussing some random crap, we laughed hysterically without looking at each other. i find this childish- i know! but what to do?? haha. i've never even made eye contact with him for over 5 years ohok. so very the awkward laaa. when will we ever be in talking terms again huh?? lol.
Lepak session with my dear friend today was canceled because dear friend had to work in the afternoon. lucky i called dear friend up. if not, i would have been waiting for dear friend like mad, then alas tkde org dtg. anyhoos, i was mistaken about the dang geog test this morning. it was only a short revision and brief overview of what we've learnt so far. dang. buat saya panic dan kanciong saje! there will be a dang chemistry test tomorrow regarding mole concept 1 & 2. i just hope i'll do well. i suck in all these actually :( we haven't even gotten back our first three quizzes regarding mole concept 1 and that means i don't even know if i fared well or just totally sucked at it... *pulls a face*
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i can finally do my math ten year series cause i'm finally getting the hang of it (math, i mean). i'm a very slow learner, mind you. & i know some of you would ask why the hell do i bother to continue taking my O's when i just suck balls at everything right?? well, i have to think of my future you know- nomatter how suck balls i am at stuffs :/ english 10 year series is finally here and i have yet to pay mrs fern 3 bucks. 12 bucks is still pending for mr kamar regarding 5.2 class t-shirt. dang. i hate having creditors. especially when they're my teachers. lol. speaking of creditors, i have yet to finish up on my POA homework- which was actually assigned to us two weeks ago. still have two more sets of homework to complete, and then i'm all set to partyyyyyyyyy (like real -.-). whatever. gotta take my dang afternoon shower before i start to fall asleep while doing my assignments. about the forum discussion about my MT stuffs tuu kan, plus chop confirm it is NOT in e-blaze ohok people! so i don't see why i would bother to do it- if it doesn't exist in the first place -.-
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math remedial tomorrow :( to the batch of people taking their O level oral tomorrow, i wish you guys the best of luck and try not to stare at the invigilators. eye contact is good, but not so much. it scared the hell outta me :/
p/s, i hate FB for having to keep undergoing maintenance for pet society. grrrrrrrrr >:[