yesterday was wierd.  let's just hope it doesn't happen again.  i don't want to be worrying about losing you forever.  i'm just not ready for that.  death has been the main topic in most of our conversations lately, and i fear something is out of place.  maybe it's just a sign of us trying to express it to each other, maybe not.  so whatever the reason, let's just stop talking about it.  as natural as it seems, it freaks me out.  it wasn't what we used to talk about at random.  why now?  seems scary to me ohok.

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afraid to lose; still afraid to let go.  too many things left unsaid, but i suppose it's better that way.  might not be changing back to blogger cause it's such a hassle.  anyways, shall be going right now.  meeting Love :)

have a happy weekend everybody.  have a great time mugging your asses out for upcoming pre-prelims alright :)

CHEERS!

^^  the reason i don't take art :)

^^  celery stained with red dye...

^^  mine.  i swear it's disgusting.

^^  last but not least, my cute wawa :)

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i'm thinking of moving back to being a blogger.  i'm really a sucker at playing around with Onsugar widgets.  i can't even embed a tagboard on my site without facing problems.  one after another.  i'm getting bored with my page.  i don't even know how to deco my background with stuff others are doing.  besides, lesson learnt.  don't be stupid and change from a blogger to an Onsugar cause it's not worth it at all.  and last but not least, don't be foolish and delete past archives, no matter how brittle the past is.  seriously.  i'm so stupid :/

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pictures above was only half of what i did in school today.  the only classes i attended were bio and chem.  right after eating with the peeps, i went straight home.  couldn't take it.  my cough is really freaking people out.  bored larh this morning.  mr teo said we were going to cut a goat's heart but in the end, all we did was cut a celery.  -.-''

alright.  here's something i fell in love with over the net.  something simple yet meaningful.  just a little something before i move back to blogger :)

;Sacrifice

How the lithium flows through my viens
I'll be your sacrifice
I will save you from your pains
Protect you from this life

Never will you have to kneel
Never will you fall
I will make it so you dont have to feel
The horror of it all

I will let you close your eyes
So you never have to see
When all of the light dies
You'll be safe with me

How the lithium flows through my viens
I'll be your sacrifice
I will take away all your pains
Just if you're a part of my life

by LithiumSacrifice

p/s:  i didn't take my math paper 2 exam today.  bio paper yesterday suck balls.  don't talk about it.  going bonkers already :/