now that MY face is on your locker door at your workplace, i'm sure i'm satisfied.  but.... ikotkan ati aku nie kan, kalau aku npk muke betina2 tuu pat lua, aku ttp nak bedal.  boleh tak b?!  boleh kan boleh kan boleh kan?!

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Regent's holding our annual graduation night on the 16th October, which falls on the last day of school.  that means we gotta come back at night for this particular event.  which actually reminds me of somebody's birthday :)  Bie!  turning 17 right on the day of our graduation night huh bie??  hehehehehehe. sure kna sabo!  but the things that suck the most are the three stupid rules that we gotta abide to.  well, guess what?  we gotta dress in our SCHOOL uniform- with TIE!  hair must be neat larh ... bla bla bla ...  Regent is so terok la!  and guess where it's going to be held??  ala, batch i yg graduate nan i last year kn ... ah korg tau la pat ne ehk??  HALL babe!  HALL!  -.-  Mr Kamar says the school gotta cut cost and limit their budget cause of the recession period ...  whatever. but he promised us good food.  best of the best.  boleh percaye ke??  last year's graduation night punye food aku tak sentuh langsong.  bf and i only had fruit punch and that was it.  teros we stepped out of the school.  hahah.

since our graduation night is just round the corner, Mr Kamar wants us all to vote for Mr and Miss Regent 2009.  elly, bie, fatin and i voted together.  we chose Taufiq and Celeste, but the nominees for our class turned out to be taufiq and khaleeda instead, cause khaleeda had the highest number of votes among the girls.  well well well...  SOMEBODY voted for NURUL FATEHA ka pe??!!!  hehehe..  wonder who huh??  anyways, will be nominating taufiq again for the finals.  haha.  as for the female, i'm still not sure who to vote for the finals.  brrr...  && i know this voting thing suck and is kinda merepek la, but it's kinda fun you know when you're really doing the voting and stuff.  da macam nak elect for the next minister or something.  lolx.

anyways, there is one more thing mr kamar wants us to do.  write motivational messages to our classmates, then during the night of our so-called ''graduation'', he'll paste it up on the notice boards in the canteen so we can all read what we wrote to each other, after which we can keep the messages as a momentum...  something like that.  how it went was, mr kamar wrote all our names on these flash cards and arranged them in random order.  then he randomly handed the flash cards out to us.  we weren't supposed to tell each other who we got to write for, but who cares right??  i got faizal's, while faizal got mine.  funny sia.  anyways, since i know it's faizal who's gonna be writing something for me, i wonder what....  haha. and vice versa ohok.  cause i don't even know him that well....  hmmmm..............

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we got back most of our exam papers, but i don't think i give a damn anymore about the prelim papers.  all i'm looking forward to right now is for my O level papers.  the real deal. omg. and i just got a lecture from my dear kak fayah, who told me she clearly doesn't want to know if at the end of the day, i cry my lungs out once i get my results in January.  omg.  this stinks.  gotta work damn hard.  polish all the dust in my brain so it'll function again.  HAH.  tomorrow, gonna buy combined science books for reference.  i know, it might be too late, but as long as i have the time right now .....  I might as well, right??

evening class is this friday from 4 to 7 pm.  i bet it's gonna be practical work all the way.  gotta memorise the cat ions, anions and gases punye table.  omg.  can die arh!  da aku paleng benci practical!  haiya!  right before our evening class, there will be english extra lesson but i'm still not sure of the timing.  tomorrow pulak, there will be POA extra lesson from 4 to 5.30 pm.  before that, there's math.  i guess i'm going?? :/

today after school, gfs and i rushed to LJS at Yew Tee to get our late lunch before class resumed at 2.15 (as for me) and 2.30 (as for them).  i ended up with a stomach ache instead.  cause we had to gobble down our food asap (since we were already late)...  so i guess that was why until now i ceret beret??  hahaha....  thanks for making my day girls :)  oh.. ehem...  not JUST my girls la...  hehehe.  thanks baby adie for meeting up with me after i had late lunch with the girls though it was only a short meet up.  ily.

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somebody actually made me lose trust on him.  i can't believe your ''world'' stories until you prove it to me in front of my very own eyes ohok.  you're somebody i really respect since we were friends back in primary school, till the time we got together as an item, even til the time we broke off, and right up til now..  though we're just friends.  please please pleaseeeeeeee don't become like the rest of my ''world'' punye ex-s can??!!  i am so disappointed sia...  HAIX....  you should know who you are!  :(

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sesungguh nya hari-hari school holiday  :(

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i'm thinking of visiting all the teachers that the bf and i know of (and favour).  i'm thinking next week should be the right time to go visiting with him right??  i wanna go see how Mdm Siti is doing. Mdm Sitiused to teach bf and I math years ago.  pulak tu bf punye favourite teacher kan... Mdm Salha pulak is still undergoing courses, so i gotta call her up before dropping by her place.  last year, i never went visiting with friends.  i only went out with bf.  then si gatal bin miang- fonzie, wanted to tag along.  so the three of us ketok satu-satu pintu mentak beraya sambil catch up with each other's lives.  now?  member already masok NS.  which reminds me... i hope you'll fare better during your recourse ohok??

anyways, i just had satay made by my dad's cousin.  which means.....  they're my uncles and aunts la!  haha.  very confusing.  such a big family.  it's like, everybody is Wak / Yut to me.  tak kire yang lanang atau yang wedok.  everybody also Wak...  everybody also Yut.  everybody also nyai...  everybody also yai..  haiya...  see the face, then i can recognize.  teehee :P

fam and i went for visiting this morning.  we only went to one house, but heck care la.  i like going to their house every year.  cause there will always be satay.  without fail!  but that's not the point.  heh.

yesterday punye story, cut short only ohok?  cause kinda sensitive issue lah.  cannot sebarkan here and let the whole world read, right?  anyways, didn't follow fam to Cik Wati house (my former neighbour).  thank goodness can reach irah (eldest daughter) through facebook and onsugar.  she's so pretty now.  hmmm... cuma i aje la yg forever pn gini, gini jgk... haha. sad :/  back to story.  i didn't get to follow fam to other houses too for visiting cause something happened to bf.  i pitied him and i couldn't even clear my mind thinking about him.  so after dropping by my neighbour's (Cik Noraini & fam) house for a visit, i straight away met bf at my block void deck and we went up to my house so that i could make him a hot cup of milo.  thank goodness i did the right thing.  and thank goodness, you listened to my advise.

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alright.  i shouldn't even be active on the cyber world in the first place.  remember...  Os coming round the corner.  last paper will be exactly on my birthday.  hoping the girls won't sabo me.  my only harapan on that day will be my bf...  omg.  turning 17 soon??  so slow :(  i wanna turn 18 this year can?  so can proceed to take my bike license..  kekekeke.  anyone care to sponsor???  oh btw, i need your opinion.  should i prefer SSDC or BBDC???  i heard BBDC banyak ketok duit dan masa orang....???

^^  eleezia soolee & me :)

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around two more weeks to our 23rd monthsary.  time flies so fast.  that also means our O level exams start in exactly 27 more days.   aiyayai.  takot or what??  :/

in the meantime, i don't have anything interesting to update because other than dating with the bf or just lazing around in the house, there's not much that happens in my life.  boring right?  however, i suddenly kept thinking about what bf said to me this morning.  we should visit the orphanage some day.  he said he just feels that we have to do it, you know?  he said his conscience is telling him he should go do it.  it sounds wierd, especially when it comes from my bf's mouth, so i'm feeling rather confused.  50 % of me feels glad that he feels that way.  it's a good thing, i know.  and i've never had a bf who even DECIDED on doing it TOGETHER.  like none of them actually cared.  BUT, it's a bit scary for me cause people say that if a person starts talking about things he/she NEVER EVER talks about in his/her whole dang life, that's actually a sign that something bad's gonna happen to that person.  like, you know?? petanda yg org tu da nk gone larhh.. iye la, orang2 tua dulu ckp.  alaaa, dulu!  zaman police pakai slua pendek!  brrr.  i know they're just the old folks punye cerita dongeng to scare little kids zaman skarang yg percaya kata2 nier smue .... cume... you know i still feel a bit confused. which reminds me of the other time when the bf kept talking about life and death.  about repenting.  about stuff like that la...

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this afternoon, i kept thinking of those homeless people who live in tents at Kranji Way.  it's near the dam la, fyi.  well, the bf and i were sitting around looking at the little kids riding around in their toy bikes with nothing but their pampers on.  it was a sad view.  what with having no proper education nor a proper childhood....  i really feel for them.  what we saw, the whole thing, was really pitiful.  that's why just now i thought to myself...  surely there's something we could all do right??  haix...

sometimes we just never think of the people whose lives are poverty stricken right down to the bones.  and i can't deny, at times, i am one of those people.  ah crap.  i wanna start doing something.  like, for real ohok!  we all keep talking, but no actions taken.  i dono la...  i just feel like i gotta do this???  brrr.

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haixxx...

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I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET MY GIRLFRIENDS!!  Well, urm... actually, i only have less than half an hour to get myself ready.  which means?  i'm already dang late!!

thank God the dang usb port could work properly already.  means i can transfer any dang pictures any dang time i want.  good good.  menyenangkan hidop aku.  currently still contrasting the newly uploaded pictures cause of the bad quality of the camera.  dang.

i had fun trimming my bf's eyebrows this morning.  he was kind enough to send me to school to make sure i won't be late like yesterday.  like duh.  i rushed into the exam hall like nobody's business at the nick of time ohok!  thank goodness for that!!  and right after my last paper today, he fetched me home.  we dropped by teck whye to get some breakfast, then headed over to my place to eat.  my dad cooked tiger prawn with chilli crab sambal, so we had a really hearty breakfast actually.  woooo!  SODAP! 

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Selamat Hari Lebaran, minal aidil wal faizin.

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Kalau ada tersilap kata, terkasar bahasa, ataupun ada buat dosa pat korang2 pat lua tu, fee ingin menyusun sepuluh jari fee yang cute mute ni nak mentak maap la kan dengan korang2.  i'm human after all.  conpirm ada la tu digoda syaitan untuk membuat dosa sini sana kan...  tapi sejahat mana fee ni pon, i still know my limits ohok.  day by day, i'm changing.  thanks to those around me.  so, jangan risau.  tak semesti nya fee jahat, jahat selalu.  hehe.  people grow up you know :)

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p/s.  i'm glad i got to spend my 2nd day of Raya with the bf, along with my family.  relatives asked alot, but they were all very polite about it.  bf even got some ka-ching from one of my uncles.  heh.  harap muka tua, tapi laku jgk ehkk b??  hahaha...  hopefuly our family raya outing come saturday will be another great one.  for now, selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin ;)