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Wednesday, September 9, 2009 - 19 Views

our 22nd ; @ 7:30 pm

i carved our name on the sandy beach, but the waves washed it away.

so i carved our name out of celery but the cleaner in school threw it away.

so at last i got fed up and just decided to edit our photo using photobucket, with our name on it :)

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psst!  boleh advertise photobucket tauu mcm gini...  hehehe :D

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we come from the same secondary school.  we were also in the same CCA.  we are both seniors to the same juniors.  we each have common enemies.  we each hate the same teachers (lol).  we each love the same idol.  we might both love the same food.  we might even share many other common interests between us, but there are still the differences that sets us apart.

majority of the time, we believe in things differently.  we share our problems with one another in different manners.  we relate to each other in our own ways.  we express our feelings towards each other differently too.  we support different football clubs ( like me supporting Man U.,  whereas bf??  pembelot! ).  we are both into different kinda sports.  he loves cars, while i love bikes.  he's very spontaneous, while i'm not.  he's brave while i'm just a wimp at times.  we protect each other from pain, in our own individual ways.  we have many disagreements and get into quarrels because of our differences.  we always think we are each making the correct and perfect decision, not wanting to give in to our partner.......    well, & the list goes on.  but let's cut the drama for now :)

what i'm trying to say is that, we might have our similarities, especially outwardly.  but inside, we are both different people who believe in different things.  both of us want the best for each other, but we just express it in our own ways.  so from the very beginning, we learnt about each other's tantrums, dislikes, enemies and beliefs.  we started learning to respect each other's spaces.  we trusted each other with our hearts, allowing one another to break it, but hoping we won't.  our hearts were broken and mended plenty of times by each other.  we trusted and prayed we would both change in time to come.  we were patient and hoped time would heal all wounds.  despite our differences, we now learn to adapt to one another.  i didn't say it was a simple and smooth journey, but i'm saying it was worth the tears, fights, quarrels and arguements.  we now end up becoming more easy-going and faithful to each other.  the gap between us is getting narrower day by day.  our feelings towards each other grows fonder with every heartbeat.  i believe MY bf has showered me with happiness the hard way, and i've come to appreciate it.

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i used to always wish you were like other people's boyfriends.  i used to always wish you were more romantic.  i used to always wish you were someone else every time we fought.  but now....  i always pray that our relationship will strengthen in every way it can till eternity.  i always thank God for sending you in the way of my journey in life.  i thank God for sending you to love me, and to have taught me to how to love.  i thank HIM for the everyday happiness i get to go through with you, and nobody else that can replace you.  many came and went, but they were gone from my life for good.  you, on the other hand, kept coming back.

i'm not stupid to have forgiven you countless of times.  nomatter how many times you hurt me deeply, you still matter in my life.  i can't even afford to forget about you.  you're too precious to be forgotten.  people may talk, but whatever.  you've changed alot through the years.  one thing that will never change, is the fact that i will always love only you .....

 

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hApPy 22nD mOnThSaRy AdIe :DDDDD