^^ eleezia soolee & me :)
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around two more weeks to our 23rd monthsary. time flies so fast. that also means our O level exams start in exactly 27 more days. aiyayai. takot or what?? :/
in the meantime, i don't have anything interesting to update because other than dating with the bf or just lazing around in the house, there's not much that happens in my life. boring right? however, i suddenly kept thinking about what bf said to me this morning. we should visit the orphanage some day. he said he just feels that we have to do it, you know? he said his conscience is telling him he should go do it. it sounds wierd, especially when it comes from my bf's mouth, so i'm feeling rather confused. 50 % of me feels glad that he feels that way. it's a good thing, i know. and i've never had a bf who even DECIDED on doing it TOGETHER. like none of them actually cared. BUT, it's a bit scary for me cause people say that if a person starts talking about things he/she NEVER EVER talks about in his/her whole dang life, that's actually a sign that something bad's gonna happen to that person. like, you know?? petanda yg org tu da nk gone larhh.. iye la, orang2 tua dulu ckp. alaaa, dulu! zaman police pakai slua pendek! brrr. i know they're just the old folks punye cerita dongeng to scare little kids zaman skarang yg percaya kata2 nier smue .... cume... you know i still feel a bit confused. which reminds me of the other time when the bf kept talking about life and death. about repenting. about stuff like that la...
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this afternoon, i kept thinking of those homeless people who live in tents at Kranji Way. it's near the dam la, fyi. well, the bf and i were sitting around looking at the little kids riding around in their toy bikes with nothing but their pampers on. it was a sad view. what with having no proper education nor a proper childhood.... i really feel for them. what we saw, the whole thing, was really pitiful. that's why just now i thought to myself... surely there's something we could all do right?? haix...
sometimes we just never think of the people whose lives are poverty stricken right down to the bones. and i can't deny, at times, i am one of those people. ah crap. i wanna start doing something. like, for real ohok! we all keep talking, but no actions taken. i dono la... i just feel like i gotta do this??? brrr.
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haixxx...