we fought, we broke up.  we kissed, we made up.

i tell you ah b...  this relationship is worth the fight.  worth the struggle.  worth the tears.  cause at the end of it all, WE win.  it takes A LOT of patience, i tell you!  but it did pay off, didn't it??  my theory proved to be right.  sejahat-jahat manusia (in this case aku bbl psl bf aku la), dan seberapa banyak kali pn dier buat taik pat kita (kire dalam story ni, aku la!), dier BOLEH berubah (antara nak atau taknak). friends called me stupid for still hanging around when it clearly meant i'd be more than hurt.  they nagged at me cause they cared.  somehow i know my attitude was really over because i sought help and advice, yet i went against their words.  well....  see what's the end result??  I WIN!  because of being patient.  patience doesn't equal to stupidity, mind you. kesabaran ada la separo dari iman. it's obviously tried and tested la sey.  && right now, before i go to sleep ...  i wanna thank HIM for bringing adie into my life on my journey through the growing up years. he might have been the toughest of the lot (kire among my ex-s la), but the one i'm really into;  yang paleng menyakitkan ati selame 2 tahon ni..  (haha) ..  tapi tetap yang paleng aku syg ;P

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the words, '' i love you '' means nothing if you don't know how to express it.  it's truly unconditional.  & it's true what they say, '' love is forgiving. ''  that's why love is kind.  it's not just the occassional ''happy monthsaries...'' or ''happy anniversaries...''.  it's not just about the roses you get for valentine's day.  it's something deeper.  it is so deep a feeling, that it is sometimes better left unsaid.

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the world is indeed very small, if you ask me.  i was on my way home from school this afternoon, when my BF called me up just to tell me that eleezia soolee's mom was at his nenek's house.  somehow she's a friend of BF's maternal aunt.  so i met him over at nenek's block void deck to just have a chat before heading back home.  however!!!  when he told me the kids were upstairs dengan mak nye soolee, ape lagi??  aku naek larh!  God, i miss those kids!  sayang, afla takde.  he had to attend school today.  they are so big now.  all grown up.  i feel old all of a sudden. but what the heck?  i got many kisses from the kids.  so tak complain.  i'm more than happy :)

anyways, it was my first time going to nenek house.   felt kinda awkward, but somehow at least i felt welcomed.  haix.  only HE knows what i mean and how i feel right now.  flashbacks.  *sighhhhhhhhh*