^^  eleezia soolee & me :)

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around two more weeks to our 23rd monthsary.  time flies so fast.  that also means our O level exams start in exactly 27 more days.   aiyayai.  takot or what??  :/

in the meantime, i don't have anything interesting to update because other than dating with the bf or just lazing around in the house, there's not much that happens in my life.  boring right?  however, i suddenly kept thinking about what bf said to me this morning.  we should visit the orphanage some day.  he said he just feels that we have to do it, you know?  he said his conscience is telling him he should go do it.  it sounds wierd, especially when it comes from my bf's mouth, so i'm feeling rather confused.  50 % of me feels glad that he feels that way.  it's a good thing, i know.  and i've never had a bf who even DECIDED on doing it TOGETHER.  like none of them actually cared.  BUT, it's a bit scary for me cause people say that if a person starts talking about things he/she NEVER EVER talks about in his/her whole dang life, that's actually a sign that something bad's gonna happen to that person.  like, you know?? petanda yg org tu da nk gone larhh.. iye la, orang2 tua dulu ckp.  alaaa, dulu!  zaman police pakai slua pendek!  brrr.  i know they're just the old folks punye cerita dongeng to scare little kids zaman skarang yg percaya kata2 nier smue .... cume... you know i still feel a bit confused. which reminds me of the other time when the bf kept talking about life and death.  about repenting.  about stuff like that la...

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this afternoon, i kept thinking of those homeless people who live in tents at Kranji Way.  it's near the dam la, fyi.  well, the bf and i were sitting around looking at the little kids riding around in their toy bikes with nothing but their pampers on.  it was a sad view.  what with having no proper education nor a proper childhood....  i really feel for them.  what we saw, the whole thing, was really pitiful.  that's why just now i thought to myself...  surely there's something we could all do right??  haix...

sometimes we just never think of the people whose lives are poverty stricken right down to the bones.  and i can't deny, at times, i am one of those people.  ah crap.  i wanna start doing something.  like, for real ohok!  we all keep talking, but no actions taken.  i dono la...  i just feel like i gotta do this???  brrr.

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haixxx...

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I CAN'T WAIT TO MEET MY GIRLFRIENDS!!  Well, urm... actually, i only have less than half an hour to get myself ready.  which means?  i'm already dang late!!

thank God the dang usb port could work properly already.  means i can transfer any dang pictures any dang time i want.  good good.  menyenangkan hidop aku.  currently still contrasting the newly uploaded pictures cause of the bad quality of the camera.  dang.

i had fun trimming my bf's eyebrows this morning.  he was kind enough to send me to school to make sure i won't be late like yesterday.  like duh.  i rushed into the exam hall like nobody's business at the nick of time ohok!  thank goodness for that!!  and right after my last paper today, he fetched me home.  we dropped by teck whye to get some breakfast, then headed over to my place to eat.  my dad cooked tiger prawn with chilli crab sambal, so we had a really hearty breakfast actually.  woooo!  SODAP! 

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Selamat Hari Lebaran, minal aidil wal faizin.

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Kalau ada tersilap kata, terkasar bahasa, ataupun ada buat dosa pat korang2 pat lua tu, fee ingin menyusun sepuluh jari fee yang cute mute ni nak mentak maap la kan dengan korang2.  i'm human after all.  conpirm ada la tu digoda syaitan untuk membuat dosa sini sana kan...  tapi sejahat mana fee ni pon, i still know my limits ohok.  day by day, i'm changing.  thanks to those around me.  so, jangan risau.  tak semesti nya fee jahat, jahat selalu.  hehe.  people grow up you know :)

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p/s.  i'm glad i got to spend my 2nd day of Raya with the bf, along with my family.  relatives asked alot, but they were all very polite about it.  bf even got some ka-ching from one of my uncles.  heh.  harap muka tua, tapi laku jgk ehkk b??  hahaha...  hopefuly our family raya outing come saturday will be another great one.  for now, selamat hari raya aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin ;)

Happy 18 years of everything ehk dear parents :)  i'm not sure since when i care to even post about your Anniversaries, but since i'm in the mood...  you know, i might as well post something about it right??  so errr....  got nothing much to say besides wishing a Happy 18th to FaZana (the parents- like who else right?).  so... ya.  Happy 18th :)  hehehe.  kk i know i suck with words.

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but when it comes to talking about my heartshape, all the mushy2 shits also can come out of my mouth.  hehehe. speaking of which, he slept like a *** most of the time today while i just sat around and watched him sleep so peacefully.  I tried disturbing him once in a while (maklom la...  aku kan all the way nak attract attention bf jer) but he totally ignored my poking and stuff.  grrr.  well ... at last, i had to wake him up cause mom wants us to go out and search for some kueh-mueh for break fast.  with heavy feet and eyes, we walked to Lot 1 to get some yummeh kueh and some eclair for mommy before walking back home.  mommy ordered Pizza Hut because nobody cooked anything today.  so yea, now semua tenga bloated kalahkan Mrs Puff (ala, the puffer fish from cartoon Spongebob tuu).  i'm happy heartshape went home a happy goober :) mommy and daddy pulak keluar bermesra-mesra celebrating their Anniversary @ Swensens.  yeepee for them.  it's been so long since i've tasted Swensen's delicacies.  :(  kempunan la pulak...

alright.  Prelim starts in less than 24 hours.  so for those retaking your MT, all the best and good luck people :D

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baby, aku see kau tomorrow ohok??  love you masham!!

p/s.  how was YOUR weekend???

^^  favourite girl: Aminat ( utmost top left hand corner )

^^  challenge winner:  Aminat :)

^^  swimsuit challenge.  best of the week -  Aminat :)

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just a random post for today.  thought of sharing my favourite girl with you guys.  if you've been watching cycle 12 of ANTM, then you'd probably know what i'm talking about.  the most photogenic of the lot is surely Allison.  she's not just another pretty face.  she's got a nice attitude towards the girls.  & i'm thinking maybe she might even have what it takes to win, but Aminat's still my favourite.  && it's pronounced as A-MEE-NA anyways.  sounds very malay2 kinda name right??  but she's one very tall girl with luscious lips who stands out in a crowd.  omgayy!  a girl any guy would fall for.  hehehe..

&&  the third girl from the top most left hand corner who has got that crew cut hair suck big time ohok.  she's got some serious attitude problem and her modelling skills are no match for any of the girls in the comp.  grr!!  thank god she'll be eliminated in later episodes!

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right.  being very random about stuff isn't me at all.  so let me just put in some words here regarding yesterday.  there was supposed to be an Iftar among the 5.2 girls, correct?  but i didn't get to attend because of shortage of cash AND prepaid.  which suck balls big time.  i know perhaps Nuhyool is going to scream into my ears, but is there a chance of her NOT screaming at me if i post her photo here??  hehehe...  i'm really sorry.  hope you guys had fun yesternight. oh p/s...  on top of that, i overslept.  sumpah i never get to read Elly's n Nuyhool's messages till i woke up minutes before Buka...  :(

one word-  bummer.

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going to get ready to meet mommy at lot 1 soon.  i'm thinking of getting myself the feminine wash from Guardian later.  hmm... with Hari Raya only a week away from now, i can say the house isn't at all ready for the occasion.  brrr...  tkper.  next week going last minute shopping with the fam :DDD  yay!  dapat beli make up saya :))