i don't regret the things i've done. i regret the things i didn't do when i had the chance.

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Wednesday, September 9, 2009 - 19 Views

our 22nd ; @ 7:30 pm

i carved our name on the sandy beach, but the waves washed it away.

so i carved our name out of celery but the cleaner in school threw it away.

so at last i got fed up and just decided to edit our photo using photobucket, with our name on it :)

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psst!  boleh advertise photobucket tauu mcm gini...  hehehe :D

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we come from the same secondary school.  we were also in the same CCA.  we are both seniors to the same juniors.  we each have common enemies.  we each hate the same teachers (lol).  we each love the same idol.  we might both love the same food.  we might even share many other common interests between us, but there are still the differences that sets us apart.

majority of the time, we believe in things differently.  we share our problems with one another in different manners.  we relate to each other in our own ways.  we express our feelings towards each other differently too.  we support different football clubs ( like me supporting Man U.,  whereas bf??  pembelot! ).  we are both into different kinda sports.  he loves cars, while i love bikes.  he's very spontaneous, while i'm not.  he's brave while i'm just a wimp at times.  we protect each other from pain, in our own individual ways.  we have many disagreements and get into quarrels because of our differences.  we always think we are each making the correct and perfect decision, not wanting to give in to our partner.......    well, & the list goes on.  but let's cut the drama for now :)

what i'm trying to say is that, we might have our similarities, especially outwardly.  but inside, we are both different people who believe in different things.  both of us want the best for each other, but we just express it in our own ways.  so from the very beginning, we learnt about each other's tantrums, dislikes, enemies and beliefs.  we started learning to respect each other's spaces.  we trusted each other with our hearts, allowing one another to break it, but hoping we won't.  our hearts were broken and mended plenty of times by each other.  we trusted and prayed we would both change in time to come.  we were patient and hoped time would heal all wounds.  despite our differences, we now learn to adapt to one another.  i didn't say it was a simple and smooth journey, but i'm saying it was worth the tears, fights, quarrels and arguements.  we now end up becoming more easy-going and faithful to each other.  the gap between us is getting narrower day by day.  our feelings towards each other grows fonder with every heartbeat.  i believe MY bf has showered me with happiness the hard way, and i've come to appreciate it.

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i used to always wish you were like other people's boyfriends.  i used to always wish you were more romantic.  i used to always wish you were someone else every time we fought.  but now....  i always pray that our relationship will strengthen in every way it can till eternity.  i always thank God for sending you in the way of my journey in life.  i thank God for sending you to love me, and to have taught me to how to love.  i thank HIM for the everyday happiness i get to go through with you, and nobody else that can replace you.  many came and went, but they were gone from my life for good.  you, on the other hand, kept coming back.

i'm not stupid to have forgiven you countless of times.  nomatter how many times you hurt me deeply, you still matter in my life.  i can't even afford to forget about you.  you're too precious to be forgotten.  people may talk, but whatever.  you've changed alot through the years.  one thing that will never change, is the fact that i will always love only you .....

 

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hApPy 22nD mOnThSaRy AdIe :DDDDD

Sunday, September 6, 2009 - 5 Views

i built a wall not to block anyone out, but to see who loves me enough to climb over it.

 

.....  && i'm glad i found the person who is willing to climb a wall high enough to get to the other side-  my heart.

this girl, Teha, insists on dragging us all to Al-azhar and then off to play pool.  it will be a 5.2 all-girls outing, but sadly nobody is replying to any of my messages.  i doubt anybody even bother forwarding the message to the rest of the girls.  you know why??  cause i don't see anybody getting back to me or whatever.  CRAP.  i really wanna go laa. i feel so bored being stuck at home with endless chores.  what more with berpuluh-puluh sets of homeworks and other assignments. omg!  mati taknak!!  && what sucks more is that tomorrow's chem remedial is canceled.  i don't even wanna know what the hell is the reason -.-  aku semangat2 buat worksheet2 Ms Su, at last there is no class tomorrow.  GRRR!  i'm not even sure whether there will be many of the girls who will be attending tomorrow's math lesson :(  nta aku dtg, skali satu pmpn melayu pn tkde.

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i've not been updating for the past few days because i've not been at home for the whole day- for so many days. hehe.  there was a photo taking session for most of the classes last friday.  i guess my picture will suck, but whatever.

i spent yesterday morning out with my family to Geylang to get our raya clothing.  we finally set our colour this year to pinkish purple.  i totally LOVE my kebaya :)  finally!!! i can fit into my clothes PERFECTLY!  i looooooove it!!  after the trip to geylang, we headed to Beach Road to find little brother's NPCC stuff.  in the afternoon, dad sent me to meet adie up at Teck Whye. yay!

we thought of watching Singapore Idol Live at the rooftop garden (because of Farhan Shah la. sape lagi!), but we were both getting too hungry even before 3 pm.  jadi, we decided to just bus down to Woodlands and catch a movie before breaking our fast at LJS.  G-Force was totally AWESOME !!!  lagi best, we're catching the movie AGAIN come Sunday :)  best per!!  thanks loads la baby!!  yg buat aku serba sala tuu, was when the bf spent unnecessarily on me.  He bought me this really awesome perfume, Sparkle, as an advanced monthsary present.  thanks anyways b!!  aku sukeeeee :D

oh btw, after breaking our fast at LJS tuu kan, we were bored roaming around Woodlands.  so we cabbed down to TKC.  from woodlands tuu, kite ada la naek satu teksi ni. either the driver lalai, pekak, selenge, got mixed up with the location, ataupon sengaje sabo kite.  cause we clearly told him TANJONG KATONG COMPLEX at Geylang.  dier kate ohok go!  tapi alas he dropped us at Katong Shopping Centre, which is at Parkway Parade sana :X  geram tk terkate kaw!!  the bf and i pn lagi satu gong2, tak prasan tempat.  tuu la!  talk cock jer all the way until we didn't realize where we were.  so the bf forked out 18 bucks for nothing!  took the cab again to TKC- this time for real :)  and yes, inside the cab, dua2 story2 psl taxi driver tadi.  grrr!!!  at geylang, we tried to find the bf's raya clothing.  i was so positive that my clothes is purple in colour, so we searched high and low for a purple outfit for adie.  when i reached home and compared our clothes colour, check2 bf punye baju matching with my mom punye baju :/  mine is actually more to pinkish than purple.  adei!

nevermind.  i'm still happy because dad nak ajak bf jalan raya nan my family skali this year.  WEEEEEEEE!!  second day, of course :) i'm so sexcited!  0ops, sala.  EXCITED :DDDDD

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today pulak??  i woke up for Sahur to find mom and dad with bags of nice delicious food from Al-Azhar.  bayek perr!!  sedap!!  at 9.30 am, the sibs and i cleaned the house, dusted the fans, scrubbed the windows etc.  in the afternoon, i was supposed to meet the bf but last minute, he called me saying that one of his family members baru meninggal dunia, so he had to head to down to Tampines for the kenduri arwah.  so we met only before break fast.  we broke our fast at LJS again- only this time at Lot 1 instead of Causeway.  thanks for sending me home, especially yesterday, because we reached cck so late after midnight.  SAYANG KAW!  now & forever.

 

p/s.  i have yet to remove the original button from bf's raya clothes and replace it with a butang baju melayu.  leceh la.  tapi sayang punye psl, saya sanggop :)

pss;  b!  i'm still frus at you k.  don't think i'm taking it lightly just because i'm all happy-go-lucky these days.  you lost OUR ring.  better find it, or i swear i'll scream like a girl!!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009 - 6 Views

mikoyo (fee) <3 kiyoshi (adie) ; @ 1:40 pm

this post has nothing to do with the title.  that's just something random we (adie & I) got from FB.  anyways, to the hawtstuff in the picture, happy 4th monthsary to you and Wan.  may you last & be happy til eternity.  eh, ni part sincere ohok.  cause ever since he came into your life, i notice you're much happier and contented with your love life.  so.... ya.  happy 4th!!

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chem & bio practical prelim exam this morning was a pain in the ass.  it turned out okay, but all the information that i tried so hard to glue into my brain cells slowly slipped away.  sedih bulu :(  so, i can't wait to meet the bf up later because i know for sure he can make me happy and laugh like a mad woman.  i'm glad i can really count on him.  &&, i'm happy i got to pack some food & fry some curry puffs for the bf yesterday before he went for his training. maybe next time, i'll pack some stuff for you again ohok.  for now, i wanna go play pet society.  yesyes, i'm back in PS despite being in this very crucial period of prelims and Os.  i just hope i can at least get a pass for yesterday's POA pre-prelim :(  a draft copy of our result slip will be issued tomorrow oi!!  scary :X

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p/s.  date today is 3rd september.  Onsugar is being a bitch :/

Tuesday, September 1, 2009 - 5 Views

be yourself day-cum-teacher's day ; @ 3:45 pm

^^  5.2 with Khairul  :)

^^  wawa & i

^^ bii & nunul ;)

^^  princess eyda.  ekekek.

^^  something special for mdm juliana.

^^  besties miyuki & ifaaa :DD

^^  ade jerr kepale extra pat blakang ... hehehe.

^^  finally!! a photo of us three- lyza, fee, adie.

^^  last but not least, my pioneer senior and i. hehehe.  a match made in Regent Sec.  cute per???

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to all POA students, all the best for tomorrow's paper :)

to bf pulak;  as usual, thanks for making my day and ending my day just right.  i had fun laughing like mad with you today. ilysm.  and i mean it.  ehem.  sape tak sayang matair oi!!?? &&..  just a random thought.  i appreciate my body in any ways anybody could appreciate theirs, but i'm hoping i'll grow a bit fatter in time to come because i wanna fit into clothes other people do & look good in it.  well, whatever.  my boyfriend appreciates me the way i am, and he's taught me to appreciate myself the way i am too.  ohok. so now, let me tell you this.  not ALL girls are being typical with their body these days ohok.  stop talking like you know everybody in this world.  yupyup.  the way you keep telling people not to pretend to know you inside out cause they don't.  -.-  jangan TERASA.  sorry ehk.  those posts are just pissing me off  *rolls eyes*

Monday, August 31, 2009 - 7 Views

; @ 8:15 pm

i'll be uploading all photos of today's event tomorrow :)  there will surely be pics that i will receive only after a few weeks or so, jadi pelan2 kayuh ehk people.  i had a wonderful Monday, and i'm uber thankful to have the bf come back to Regent this morning.   && i'm so happy we got to hang out with Lyza.  goodness, aku miss kau la bontot!!   you look so much different.  pssst!  last long with him ehkk. you know, i know ;)

p/s; to wash away those Monday blues, surf Youtube and search for Syurga Cinta if you guys have never watched this one before.  it's a real good catch i must say. credits to bf for making me watch it.  and of course, thanks for accompanying me watch the movie even though it ended minutes before our break fast meal.  one last thanks from me to you for helping me prepare the break fast meals.  ilysm bf :)