^^  picture was taken the friday before fasting begins, so ignore that oreo :)

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despite having such a great afternoon with the BF, i gotta say something else too.

H.E.L.P!!!

...  because i swear school is starting to freak me out :(  .......  && they say we should be thankful we're still in school rather than having to face the real world- working and stuff.  ogoodness.  i shall stop here.  will post a proper update once my festive mood is back.  thank goodness the bf and i have finally discussed (for literally more than half an hour) of a suitable colour for our couple outfit this year;  ORANGE!!! weeeee :)

finally, i made myself happy by watching Confessions Of A Shopaholic on Youtube with my mother.  it's really a better version of the book :)  next up shall definitely be Orphan :)  && despite being a bit pissed at myself for fasting only half a day today (i vomitted gastric juice), i feel much better now after texting and otp-ing with dearest BF :D

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adie dear, i really believe in the old saying that goes something like this, '' you might have hated a certain person right from deep down your guts, but you might end up even marrying him one day. ''  well, God willing?  hehehehehe *inserts cheeky smile*.  p/s, i hated you so badly when i first saw you, but now i think i'm falling head over heels in love with you *bats eyelash vigorously* ... i'm exaggerating, i know.   but who cares??  to love is a beautiful feeling nobody can deny.  but to love and to be loved is a deeper and more beautiful feeling everybody on earth would die for ;)

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i didn't make a mistake loving you. i didn't make a mistake forgiving you.  i didn't make a mistake believing you would change- even if that means having to wait over the years.  love is forgiving, after all :)

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alright now.  down to more serious matters.  all cross your fingers and pray that we'll all get through our O level English Oral Exam come Tuesday/Wednesday :)

~ 27 more days to go baybeeeh!!

Yay!  i got to meet bf this afternoon :)  i'm happy and i feel so touched by what bf requested me to do. aww!!  and bf is not the only reason i'm overjoyed today ohok.  there is UDANG MASAK MERAH for break fast this evening :DDDDDDD  i'm loving this.   i swear.

i spent my first day of the fasting month staying home, watching My Bloody Valentine 3D.  i know everybody's watched it, but who cares right?  watching horror movies online is one of the only ways to overcome hunger.  serious.  i should watch Orphan tomorrow :)  Monday is stress day, obviously.  Mr Kamar sent this 3 pages long message to the people of 5.2, reminding us all to forward it to the others.  i was trying to save my prepaid, so i shortened the message to only 1 page long and forwarded it to about 6 people from the class.  it's about the chem pre-prelim this monday.  obviously.  what else could it be?  it'd be both papers 1 and 3 early in the morning, and it starts at 7.15 am.  that means right after meeting adie, he gotta rush me to school before 7.10 :(

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on a side note, i'm happy because we've already put up the lampu kelap-kelip at the window.  it's real pretty, if you'd ask me.  weee :DDD  alright.  one day down, 29 more to go :)

dang usb cable port doesn't work.  it's been causing us so many problems.  i'd have smashed it if i had the permission to.  i can't upload any of my pics on Onsugar, and that suck big time.  GRRRRR!  adie's out for the match at Jalan Besar, so here i am, bored to death.  tomorrow marks the first day of the fasting month.  i wonder what will be in store for feezady in the month of ramadhan.  i'm sure it won't be like last year, and that's partly a sad thing- the constant shopping, dining out etc.  but mostly it's actually good news for LOVE :)  only God knows.

i'm making my final decision.  i'm not retaking my MT O lvl paper because i have to focus on OTHER weaker subjects, especially math & POA.  somehow, i can pass my POA, but i know i have no hope in math...  so i better start bucking up real fast.  it's not like O lvl's a joke or something, right??  && about the Red Camp @ NP in November, i'm totally not going.  i'm not even close to being interested.  i can't just go because all my peeps are going right??  unless they're all willing to go to the TPRawks Camp instead *grins cheekily*.  lagi best knknkn??? :)

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&& again AdieLOVE, thanks loads for ending my week right.  no words could ever describe how much i'm in love with you.  i'm pretty much looking forward to our 22nd monthsary during the fasting month.  nomore nonsense from me, adie.  no worries.  i'm a good girl now.  nomore bitchy fee :)

mom gave me her hot pink fabric so that i could tempah kain with eyda's mom.  she's charging people less than 30 bucks and personally, i think it's already considered very cheap.  that shall be my raya clothing for family & friend's outings. i'll be getting myself another kebaya then, something that will match adie's baju melayu.  that'll be our couple raya clothing this year :)  we've already worn green last two years ago, and black the previous year.  blue would be nice for a change :) all that's just a plan.  we will only buy them during the fasting month, obviously.  for now, both of us also pokai.  (hehehe).

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right.  once again, happy fasting everybody :)  Cheers '